I cannot
sugar coat this: it has been a very stressful summer. Frustrations boiled over this past week and
Warrior Queen felt it necessary to vent about all of my medical experiences. I vented back because I have been in excruciating
back pain for a few weeks now. We also received very bad news, or rather very
bad news confirmed the night before we vented.
Cut to the
chase: my oldest, dearest friend Janey (Goddess of Springtime) did pass away in June. I had left several messages for him on his
cellphone and none were returned. I
feared the worst, but had no idea how to go about getting more
information. The usual route — an obituary
and paid advertisement known as the death notice — never appeared in the morning
papers. Janey had prepared us for this:
he would not have a notice published, but rather had arranged to have a close
relative call his family and friends.
Only the call never came and we were left to wonder for several months
what happened to him.
I mentioned
this in my post dated 7/9/17, July Blahs.
We knew he had a terminal condition and, God bless him, Janey prepared
us for the inevitable. So his passing
wasn’t totally unexpected, but still a shock that it had happened, and we were
in the dark for over two months.
The days
since have been marked with many memories welling up for me to ponder. Such as the first time he met Warrior Queen. If
memory serves me correctly, she met Janey the day after she met her future
in-laws. It happened at a restaurant long gone in Skippack PA to celebrate
his birthday during a long Thanksgiving weekend. They were total strangers when the long
evening of drinks and food began. By the
end, they felt like two long lost siblings who reunited after many years.
Or that
summer Janey and I co-stage managed a production of South Pacific at Bloomsburg
University. We somehow managed to
alternate between supporting each other and resisting the urge to not kill each
other before the production was over.
Don’t get me wrong: stage management of a show is a great opportunity
to grow…but, let’s face it, it can also be a grand bitch! Trust me on this.
Or another
night in Bloomsburg when we invented the Harry Lime. We were celebrating the birth of one of his
nieces and felt the need to do something special. Funds were limited, but there was a bottle of
gin (Bombay, I believe) in the house.
Together we concocted this recipe:
- 1 oz Gin
(premium and, as Spo would say, no rubbish), chilled
- Three drops
of lime juice:
- One drop for…The Third Man
So we, or
rather I, named it after the character in The Third Man, Harry Lime. It was a hardy recipe that evening,
guaranteed to produce a dry cough as it slid down your throat. For some reason, we did not do many Harry
Lime shots in recent years. I’ll do one
soon in Janey’s memory when we have lime juice in the house again.
Then there
was the time he walked out of graduate school (rather huffily in his retelling
of the story) and went west and landed in West Hollywood. It was there he met and lost a man named
Rusty, who I believe was the true love of Janey’s life. His love would succumb to AIDS, and somehow
Janey found the strength to carry on and return east to finish his graduate
work.
Thereafter
he found work as a speech communications professor at several local community
colleges. Janey was forced to retire on a medical disability a few years ago, a
combination of a genetic respiratory condition inherited from his mother’s side
and the community college‘s inability to provide a mold-free environment not
conducive to anyone with a respiratory ailment.
Warrior
Queen and I have many memories of our time with Janey. For now, we’ll recover from our physical
issues and lick our emotional wounds.
Then we’ll continue the fight Janey fought for so many years: equality
and, with apologies for resorting to clichés here, justice for all.
(Thank you
for reading. Rest in Peace, dear
friend. The Resistance will live on!)